I think I should write like a long post on how happy and realised I feel after today and everything... but I don't think I'm able to do so, so i'll just write something completly not interesting as always in a short post and maybe I'll do the to-read-list and also to-watch-list, and why not a to-do-list.

As my mom said 10 minutes ago: "don't tell me now you don't know what to do because you have to much time..." and I just looked at her and didn't tell that actually I have so many things to do that I don't know where to begin with them... besides I'm like out of inspiration.

Ok Let's begin here: today i went and took my thesis out of print and finally I brought it to the secretariat at the university - they told me that I'll know exact day and time for me to defend it on 16th-17th, I'm hoping I'll be on 23rd, because I have my surname with C, and besides people are coming over and well they'll come anyway because so we can see, and I'll do a private defending thesis for them if the uni screws my date) - it's actualy really beautiful... it's cover is black and it's written in silver on it <- my two favorite colors.

I'm working slowly on the new look for Z-G.net, while still thinking wtf to do with SB.net, it's still my first domain, I don't know if I'll be able to give it away or something. But still I'll move stuff to Z-G.net, and maybe do some blog or something like that with SB.net, idk, rly.

And now what happened this weekend - around 2pm on saturday... I got drunk... in a drinking contest with my mother in law... and I won... I was only drunk and all giggly, she felt sick, vomited 2 times and fell asleep... I just eat like to much pizza and then I was ok X°°°°D and around 8pm I was already cooking dinner for 8 people... I feel proud of myself...

Now... ze lists... probably will defenetly forget something

To-Do-List

• clean my room (I didn't touch it from the moment I begun writing the thesis)
• do a decent layout for Kyouya x Tamaki
• Try to cut on my fanlistings
• work on my girl shrine
• move the fanlistings to z-g.net

To-Read-List

• Bleach
• Naruto (catch up)
• FMA
• D.Gray Man
• Hikaru no Go (re-read)
• Nodame Cantabile
• Trinity Blood
• Saint Seiya Lost Canvas (even if the first volumes are like... "already seen that")
• 07-Ghost
• The tales of otori (I'm like having them over a year and didn't have time to do so)
• Inheritance triology (need to find eragon book and re-read it before begin the second and third, idk who i lend it too...)
• Katekyo Hitman Reborn (need to catch up again)

To-Watch-List

• Haruhi Suzumiya (watched first two already)
• Avatar: the last airbender (dresstokill it's your fault)
• Kobato
• Tales of Abyss
• Bleach: Fade to black
• 07-Ghost
• Hetalia (I watched just the few first)
• G00S2

Somebody has to add something to my to watch or to read? Comment and tell, me I think I'll have plenty of time after 23rd... and books are welcome too.

TOMORROW I'M TAKING THE THESIS TO PRINT... then the weekend i'm out of here! And then on monday I'm going to re-get the thesis and bring it to the university so I CAN DEFEND IT ON 23rd November!!!

So yes, I have written everything it had to be written, the stuff is over at prof, and I'm here. While I'm like "free" I'm just getting nervous because hell I have time to go and make them print the thesis till friday, you know... and yesterday I was frenaticly searching for a pdf converter - and then I found out, after I looked all over for it, that... i could install an add-on for word 2007 and it converts directly to pdf... sometimes I feel like totaly stupid.
Then the prof decided that I had to translate the title in Japanese, and I got totaly panicked, and then I poked suzukaze , who did me a great favour translating it directly for me with kanji and everything, while I'm able to see them on my computer... == I'm not able to write them too ._.
Well this morning I finished the conclusion (because what I wrote the last time more then half went in to the introduction) and send it to the prof, who I have to see tomorrow at 1pm, and hopefully she will say that I can go to the shop and print it... I need it. I wish it's over... I don't sleep much, the most I was able to do was 7 hours, but then again one day I did a 4 hours sleep ._. and I'm like totaly neurotic! To not think about it, today I was converting to pdf at least the stuff I know I can... like the first pages and the last pages... those which will not have a number on the page.
So i tried to wrok on the layout for Zero-Grades.net (bleach realted layout) and I just closed it down after doing two codes... then i tried to work on my girl shrine... I'm really out of loop to do so... and now I'm waiting for a friend to call me, so we can speak about translating the intro and conclusion - because I have to have them written in Italian and French... and I don't know what I'm babbling anymore... I really feel so numb!

I'm doing this here because 1 part of thesis is at my friends who is correcting it, and the other part is at the prof's ... so today I'll just go happily hunting after the images I want to put in it, so at least I'll have all the images and pictures and won't have to do hunting the last day.
I have time to finish it till next week wednesday! So let's hope...

While I'm here I'll post a meme, I snatched at prue84 !




- You have to choose the actors who will play:
~ Yourself alias the main character
~ The true love
~ The "mistake"
~ The true love's best friend
~ The rival
~ Mom
~ Dad
~ Sister/brother (or both)
~ The Best Friend
~ The Best Gay Friend
~ The pet
~ The city

- And now you have to choose YOUR PERSONAL SOUNDTRACK, of course:
~ Opening credits
~ Falling in love
~ The Kiss
~ Sex
~ The break up
~ The psychological breakdown
~ Shopping with friends
~ The getting back together
~ End Credits
( You can try and watch the movie now XD )

Matta ne! Saya

Because I just need to take a simple break, I just sent in to the prof 20 pages I wrote, not finished yet, I need to write other 30 to be finished, but it’s difficult, besides I don’t even know if this time I got it right. Last time I sent her stuff (10 pages) she said she didn’t want to know about how Japan was, but the fact why Versailles No Bara is important for French culture in Japan, and that I have to put the theory up and defend it, which should be easy… but it’s fucking not… While I’m able to write why etc. I don’t know where to find fucking books to prove my ideas and why is this way. I’m using Ikeda’s interview’s, I’m using books and everything.
In those 20 pages I sent everything is not finished, in at least every chapter I made I’ll have to add stuff, and besides that I’ll have to write also an Introduction and a conclusion in French (a friend of mine will help me) – this 20 pages contain history of comic, about manga’s and a closer look to shoujo genre, another one about comics in France and a paragraph about la nouvelle manga… then the second part is 2 pages and half of short what the fuck is about in Versailles no bara, who is riyoko ikeda, about history of France and how this is represented in the manga, then a chapter dedicated to the characters – 2 pages about Oscar and 2 about Marie Antoinette… and an idea to just cut out the chapter about Fersen (never could stand that man, not as a historic person, nor in berubara) and about other characters… and this is 20 pages… I’m asking myself where the fuck will I find to write other 30 of them. And what will I do if the prof says: IT’S NOT WHAT I WANTED!... if she says that, it means I won’t finish university on 23.november 2009 but on 23.march 2010… and I can’t fucking wait that much!

– and now back on hiatus… I needed to rant.

OK, I have to do this, because I doubt I'll have any time for living in the next 20 days.
I have to re-write everything from the begining, so I have to concentrate on my thesis... and that means... I'm going on Hiatus...

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Day 7: whatever tickles MY fancy



( ...lol )

miao
saya

p.s. I got approved for KyoTama *O* <- but it has to wait that I finish the thesis

I'm fucking old... well not really, but most of you on my FL are younger then me, and everything.
I'm tired really, because I just got comment from my prof saying that it's not ok what i've done and it's like to re-write everything.
I'm tired... I DON'T care what people think about me, I really don't care, because I know till I'm ok with me, people will be ok with me too, because it's like people will like you only when you'll like yourself.
In past i've been acused of everything, but it never got me, because my conscience is clean, so who wants to believe me, believes me, who wants to trust me, they will trust me - but it does fucking hurt when a person who you trust and carish doesn't trust you... and right now I don't have time to deal with this shit, because my real life in this moment is really getting me (luckily I got approved for dowata and it made me hyper for a moment) and I have less then a month to finish the thesis and bring it in, I need to finish it... and those who trust me will know that I need my space and time, because this is the last step of one part of my life to another, after I finish university I'll begin to work and go alway from home, this is a transtional period that is stressfull for me... quite stressfull... so if you feel neglected by me: I'M SORRY... just beare with me, please...

First of all, I need to spaz around because it happened, and I can't believe it happened...
kimmu is letting me adopt:

DOWATA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I CAN'T BELIEVE IT... FOR NOW!!!!

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"You never fail, you only succeed in finding out what doesn’t work" — Christopher Titus (sometimes ago it was mikage who told me this one, and I loved it from the first moment I heared it)

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I just love how they managed to do it, and I love electric violins *O*

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Mangatraders - this defenetly is my dealred for the scanalated mangas... you can find almost everything there, the only thing is that you have to subscribe, but that doesn't mean you have to pay or something, yes you can decide to donate. But it's really one of my favourite sites and I still today thank my sist aleniakalain to have showed it to me.